Then I headed downstairs for the rest of the day and into the evening and got what I'm calling the Pineapple Swimsuit done. I used a couple old Stretch & Sew patterns that I've used a bunch of times before so the construction was familiar and I even remembered a couple shortcuts. I tried it on and the top isn't as roomy as I'd hoped, the overskirt part is a bit snug but it's wearable. As a first draft or prototype it'll do. I want to redraw the overtop pattern pieces to see if I can make the next one fit my mental picture. It's a good thing I unearthed that bin of swimsuit fabric last winter. I even have lining fabric and elastic. I will sew up the two Dresses no. 1 that are cut out first, though.
Tomorrow is the first day of Camp NaNoWriMo. Instead of plunging into another 50,000 word manuscript during the month (like regular National Novel Writing Month in November) I've set a goal of writing 30 hours in the 31 days of July. I figure that way I'll finish/redo the Seaview outline/timeline and get a bunch of scenes written to fill out the word count of the manuscript to bring it up to what publishers want.
30 June--Barbara Malcolm, Horizon.
"Let us
give each other a sign of peace," the priest intoned near the end of
Mass. "Peace be with
you." He turned to each altar
attendant and shook their hands and then stepped out from behind the altar to
greet those in the front pew. The congregation
stirred to life, murmuring, "Peace be with you" to everyone in their
vicinity. It’s still a surprise to see women servers, I thought.
I miss altar boys and their high sweet voices calling the responses, but
I suppose if the Church can move with the times, I can too.
It was the Sunday after
Thanksgiving and I was glad to be sitting in the relative silence of
church. As I had every year for the last
five, I had spent the day at Clara and Hank’s with, as Clara said, all their
“in-laws and out-laws.” They were a
rowdy and gregarious bunch and I know Clara liked having an extra pair of hands
and the use of my oven to bake her green bean casserole and candied yams in.
I felt a tap on my
shoulder as I disengaged myself from a rather suffocating hug from old Miss
Simmons with her cloying violet toilet water.
Where does she find the awful stuff? I wondered. I bet she distills it herself. I scolded myself, not very nice church
thoughts, Gail. I turned to see who had
tapped me and came face to face with Abel Baker. He had his hand extended and said,
"Peace be with you, Mrs. Logan."
I gave him my hand and responded in kind. "Are you staying for the fellowship
after the service?" he asked.
Before I thought, I answered yes.
A satisfied look settled on his face as I turned back to the Mass.
I could have
kicked myself for speaking before thinking.
I was not in the market for another man in my life. It had taken me eight years to move from
being Bert's wife to the place I was now.
Changing the way I dress, cutting my hair and, most of all, taking up
watercolor had finally opened my eyes to the endless possibilities of
life. I was not interested in another
husband or even a boyfriend, for that matter.
I had a feeling if I was the least little bit nice or encouraging to Mr.
Baker he'd take over my life in a heartbeat and I'd be right back where I
started, living my life for everyone but myself.
I briefly
considered making a quick getaway as soon as the final hymn began but had
somehow gotten trapped between Miss Simmons and her niece, Ella, who took
forever to get out of the pew and make their way down to the Fellowship Hall,
and Ruby Tilden and her brood of six children, the youngest a babe in arms and
the rest going up in one year steps to the eldest, Jeremy. It took Ruby and her husband Jim an eternity
to gather up all the baby paraphernalia, toys and snacks she brought along each
week to try and keep them happy for the hour of Mass.
I was so
distracted I was surprised to hear the beginning chords of the recessional hymn
fill the church and the rustle of parishioners slipping into their coats and
tucking the weekly bulletin into purses or pockets. It always amused me that the voices of the
congregation were much stronger singing the ending hymn, as if people were
excited to leave. Or maybe it was just
that they were an hour more awake?
Leaving church after Mass with that beautiful music in my ears never
failed to uplift me and send me home feeling good for the entire day, but not
today. All that was on my mind was how I
could gulp a cup of Sister Terese's delicious coffee without scalding my
gullet, say hello to a few friends, and get out of there without encountering
the looming charm of Mr. Abel Baker.
Maybe I'd introduce him to Ella.
She'd been a widow for years longer than me and maybe she was in the
market for a bossy squire. Her late
husband, Alfred, had been a pale, nervous man who jumped whenever Ella said
jump. Maybe Ella was pining for a
masterful man who could make her swoon.
The mere
thought of Ella Marshall, a formidable woman dressed perpetually in shades of
gray which made her look even more like the battleship her height and girth
suggested, swooning over a man gave me the giggles. Which earned me a stern glare from Miss Simmons
and a wink from Ralph Krinkle, the local butcher who imagined himself the
Lothario of the county, leaving his pew across the aisle, his hand cupping the
elbow of an overdressed woman I assumed to be his latest conquest. Must be from the city. No one around here would wear what looked
like a dark blue satin cocktail dress and a little pillbox hat with a veil to
Mass anymore. Those are uncharitable
thoughts, Gail, I thought, and in church too.
Aren’t you trying to be less judgmental?
I murmured a quick apology to the Blessed Mother and said a Hail Mary,
hoping to appease God and whatever saints happened to be looking down.
As I passed the
pew behind mine, frustrated at the stately progress of Ella and her aunt, a
hand connected to an arm in a dove gray suit took my hand and I looked to see
Mr. Baker thread my left arm through his.
“I was afraid
you would try to avoid me, Mrs. Logan,” he said. “I'm looking forward to sharing a cup of
coffee and something sweet with you.”
Unable to think
of a quick response to his remark, I concentrated on trying to untangle my arm
from his, but he had his hand over mine and refused to let go.
“I'm sorry, Mr.
Baker,” I finally squeaked out, “I seem to have developed a splitting headache
during Mass. I think I'll go on home and
lie down. I'm sorry.”
Just then we
emerged into the church vestibule and I slid between the people chatting in
groups, opened the door, and set off across the parking lot toward my car.
“Mrs. Logan,” Mr. Baker
said from behind me, “allow me to walk you to your car.” And this time the gray-suited arm slipped
around my waist.
I couldn't see
a way to escape without making a scene.
I was sure to be the topic of gossip all over town all week long,
judging from the number of hawk-eyed women who glared at me as I drove out of
the lot and made my way home, wishing for a cup of Sister Terese’s coffee and a
little lemon bar. Darn that Abel Baker.
I can't believe that today's the last day of June. That means that half of 2019 is over, finished, finito. Boggles my mind. It was so humid today. I was glad that I hopped up and walked my lap around the block before 8 o'clock because it was hot and sticky enough then, I wouldn't have wanted to be out huffing and puffing my way around in the midday heat. It even rained for a short time around noon which I'm sure only added to the humidity. Thank god for air conditioning.
--Barbara