Tuesday, April 28, 2026

Tiny Flowers

I took a walk this afternoon and spotted these grape hyacinths on my way back into the house. They're so tiny I'm amazed that I saw them at all. And they're tucked in among the grass and weeds so they're essentially hiding. But aren't they sweet? I can't bend down far enough to sniff them but I hope they smell good.

 


The bird of the day is this Goldfinch. I was excited to see him when he landed on the top of the crook and then he swooped down to the square green feeder and stayed just long enough for me to take his picture. If you look at the back of his neck you can see that he isn't completely molted from avocado to yellow.

 

Earlier I took this picture of a couple male Sparrows on the feeder just in case no more interesting birds showed up. I had fun watching a Robin running around on the grass while I did yoga this morning but I was busy posing and panting so I didn't take a picture.

 


When I got back from my walk I sat down and immediately drew a gratitude journal page. For the last few days I haven't thought of much to be grateful for so I haven't drawn pages but I'm enjoying a rom-com audiobook so I had to put that on. I have fallen for a writer named Abby Jimenez. I found her when I was looking for a romance book to read to learn how to arrange the romance in Anneke's Legacy and I like them. They're light and a little spicy. Fun to listen to.

 

Today's drawing is a Flamingo. I have little flamingo statues on my desk that keep me company while I write so I decided to try my hand at drawing one. I didn't do too badly, if I do say so myself.

 


The freezer fixit guy came this morning and used his magic steamer to thaw the ice jam in my freezer AGAIN. It seems like it's an annual thing. He said the age of the fridge is part of the problem and that the insulation is probably breaking down. He's a nice friendly Hmong guy and isn't too expensive. These ice pieces are what he dug out of the floor of the freezer once the drain was cleared. I'd also put a Tupperware under the place where the water comes into the fridge. That was ice too. And when the fridge dies I'll probably buy a new one from his company. They're just a couple blocks away and I think I'd rather give my money to a local merchant than to a big box store.

 

After supper I finished the ribbing of Scrap Hat #3 and moved on to the body of the hat. Naturally the white Thick & Quick yarn will run out before the hat is complete so the top will be another base color with extra scrap colors carried along.

 

I got my critiques finished this afternoon so I had time for a walk before the sun went away for the day. I've enjoyed the group but I'll be glad when the intensity of it is over. This is been very time consuming for the month.

--Barbara 

Monday, April 27, 2026

Can Robins Hear Worms?

I watched this Robin walking around under the feeders, pecking at the ground, and then it pulled up a skinny worm and ate it. Just like that. How'd the bird know the worm was there? Could it hear it squirming around under the ground? I don't know.

 


Today's squirrel was the fluffy one. It spent quite a bit of time on the suet nuggets. They must taste really good. I know there are three different flavors in there right now. The least popular ones seem to be the berry flavored ones but the peanut and sunflower ones are disappearing.

 

Here's another daffodil and hyacinth picture. Just because I can. And because they won't last much longer before they're all shriveling up and turning brown.

 


I drew a Dragonfly again today. I wasn't in such a drawing mood and when that page flipped up I decided to just draw it again. I thought about drawing another one but then wasn't in the mood for that either.

 

This morning I had a critique Zoom with cda. I'd sent her a creepy short story I wrote years ago and she really liked it. In the afternoon I did some online searching to see if I can't find a horror mag or anthology to submit it to. One magazine I found actually pays per word if they accept your story. Amazing!

Then I spent the rest of the afternoon doing the critiques I need to have done for Wednesday morning. I have one of them completely done and need to read the other two a couple more times and add comments. These five weeks have been a lot of work.

--Barbara 

Sunday, April 26, 2026

New Sprouts

I went out to fill the birdbath this morning and notice that the Bleeding Hearts had sprouted in the last few days. They must have been sprouting unnoticed for a while because they're kind of tall for new sprouts. Guess I haven't paid attention.

 


The squirrels were busy today. I saw this one on the suet nuggets feeder. At first it had its back to me and was nibbling away with a lot of enthusiasm, then it moved around to the side so I could see it better.

 

Later on I watched one leap from the suet cakes feeder across to the square green feeder. On the first try it landed on top, tried to swing down to the perch, and fell down. But it wasn't discouraged. It scampered back to the birdbath and tried again. That time it went straight for the perch, caught it, and climbed right in. I am amazed at the distance it can leap.

 


Today's drawing is a Rooster. Once again I started in the middle of the page when I should have moved over to the left a little so the tail feathers weren't squeezed on the right. It looks okay this way.

 

I finished knitting Scrap Hat #2 this morning while watching CBS Sunday Morning. I only had one round to knit before it was time to close up the top so it didn't take long.

 


What took long was casting on Scrap Hat #3 because I twisted the cast-on when I started knitting the first round and had to take it out and start again. Then I knitted on the ribbing while listening to the end of Project Hail Mary on audiobook. It didn't end the way I thought it would but it was a good story and a good ending. I didn't cry. It would have been a hard book to read in paper or digital, I think, but was an easy listen even if it was 16 hours long. It didn't seem that long.

 

Tonight I watched Guys and Dolls on Prime. I could sing along to all of the songs on that one too. God, I'm old. 

--Barbara 

Saturday, April 25, 2026

Spring Yard Tour

I took a tour around the yard with the camera this afternoon. First, look at how fast the rhubarb is growing! Last week, Aunt B said it looked like a green bouquet, today it looks like a green explosion. Pretty soon it'll be ready to harvest a little at a time.

 


Then I saw that the lilac has little leaves. There's just a few at the ends of the branches but it's a start.

 

My little Pacific Sunset Maple tree's buds are starting to pop. First comes these little yellow flowers and then the leaves emerge. I like seeing the green haze around the trees.

 


The daffodils and hyacinths are still going strong. The earliest blooms are fading and drying out but there are plenty of others taking up the slack.

 

When I walked to look at the daffodils I saw a tiny blip of purple in the yard--grape hyacinths! I was afraid that the rabbits had eaten them all but there are a few survivors. They're very tiny this year, maybe two inches tall, but they showed up and I'm grateful.

 


Then I saw a spot of white and discovered a tiny white violet. Pretty soon those will be all over the lawn courtesy of the birds.

 

And to top it all off, there's a lone dandelion in the front flower bed. Now that's a sign that spring is really here.

 

Today OJ and I went to lunch and then did his birthday shop. We kind of blew the budget. He wanted to go to China Buffet for lunch so we did. It was way more expensive than I thought it'd be and we really only each ate a plate of appetizers so they made money on us but that's okay. Then we went to The Schoolhouse to find the sleeping cat that actually breathes. Well, it looks like it anyway. He's been wanting one and finally asked for one. He picked out a few other things and on the way home we stopped at Barnes & Nobel for a book. Just one but it's not a birthday if you don't get a book from Meemaw.

 

When I wasn't touring the yard or shopping with OJ, I spent the rest of the time working on cda's critique for Monday and reading LL's comments on the last 200 pages of my manuscript. She didn't find a lot to quibble about so I guess I might be getting better at this writing thing. I didn't draw or paint. I did knit while watching South Pacific on Prime. It's been ages since I've seen it. It was our school musical when I was a senior and I remembered all the words to all the songs. I see there are lots of old musicals on there so I might feel a jag coming on.

--Barbara 

Friday, April 24, 2026

Shy

Twice this morning a Robin was bathing in the birdbath and twice it flew away just as I was going to take its picture. So I went back into the archives and found this picture from two years and one day ago of a bathing Robin as a placeholder. I know this isn't the same bird because today's bird had a white feather on either side of its tail and I can't see if this wet one has the same tail but I'm guessing no.

 


The only bird I caught on the feeder is this Sparrow. There were Chickadees around but they flit in and flit out so quickly it's rare that I can catch them. At least the Sparrows hang around a bit. 

 

Today's drawing is an Owl. The owl in the book was fluffier than mine. Mine is too long and thin to look like a real owl, I think. I know I'm too hard on myself, this is an adequate owl.

 


At Friday Night Knitting tonight first I knitted on the Vienne sweater left front. I finished the neck increases and now have to knit even to make the front piece as long as the back but in order to figure out how much longer I need to knit I have some gymnastic measuring to do. I suspect I'll have to pin the pieces to a foam tile in order to get any sort of realistic measurement. Then I worked on Scrap Hat #2 and my worst fear was realized. I don't have enough of the green yarn to complete the hat so I had to knit the last two stitches of the round with some oatmeal colored thick yarn that's not quite the same thickness so now I need to figure out what else I can carry along to approximate the green stuff. I'll think about that tomorrow when it's light.

 

I spent some time working on my manuscript. I have a very difficult time finding places to add sensory and setting details. I'll find a place and then it interrupts some dialogue that I like so that's not the right place after all. 

I'm glad I don't have a book fair or vendor show this weekend. Not selling anything last Sunday really knocked me for a loop. My next book fair is a week from tomorrow at the Lakefly Writing Conference down in Oshkosh. I'm looking forward to it except we'll have to leave at about 7am to get down there to set up and be ready when the show opens at 9am. That feels early, especially since it's about an hour away. It'll be a long day but hopefully I'll sell a book or two.

--Barbara 

Thursday, April 23, 2026

Can't Make Up Its Mind

There was too much for the squirrel to investigate today. First it leaped from the suet cakes feeder to the top of the square green feeder. It looked over all four edges of the roof/lid, tried reaching down to the perch, and fell off.

 


Then it was on the suet nuggets happily nibbling away and dropping crumbs for the ground feeders.

 

After that it tried the square green feeder once again. This time it managed to grab the perch and swing itself up to get under the lid and into the seeds to dig for peanut halves. Success!

 


I decided to do laundry today. I had sheets that needed washing and a chute full of dirty clothes, socks, and undies that needed washing too. I'd ordered a three-pack of mesh bags that I put my hand-knitted socks into so they didn't get roughed up in the wash. That seemed to work just fine. So fine I put doing laundry on the gratitude journal page I drew this afternoon. It seems I don't need to wait until the end of the day to draw one of those. I can do it in the afternoon when I've still got the energy and motivation to do it.

 

After lunch I took a walk up to the stop sign and back. It was a gorgeous day, sunny and 80 degrees, so it was a good day for a walk. 

 


Today's drawing is a Hummingbird. It's even a Ruby-throated Hummingbird which is the kind that hangs around here.

 

I also made time to paint Muscari, also known as Grape Hyacinth. This is way bigger than the real flower. It's a tiny little thing, maybe six inches tall, but it seems the rabbits have eaten all of mine this spring. 

 

This morning I made a new document of my manuscript and started rereading it and adding things like sensory details and physical descriptions. I need to weave in references to the antagonist and Rose's worries about her business to keep the tension building. That's hard for me because I'm so conflict averse in real life, I have a difficult time making trouble for my characters.

While the wash was flopping around getting clean and dry, I spent a couple hours just listening to an audiobook. It's Project Hail Mary. MB, my cleaner, recommended it so I got it and started listening. It's good, engrossing. Not my usual preferred book but I'm liking it. It's a long one, 16 hours and a few minutes, seems like it's worth it. I'll let you know.

--Barbara 

 

Wednesday, April 22, 2026

Just a Fluffy Tail

The squirrel was back in the square green feeder today but somehow the feeder had turned its back on me so all I could see was a swish of a fluffy tail. I waited and waited but the squirrel didn't peek out so I could take a picture of more than the fluff.

 


I was lucky enough and fast enough to take a picture of a Goldfinch on the crook. It didn't stay long and didn't partake of any of the goodies on offer but looked around and then flew away.

 

Most of the daffodils are in clumps but this one is all by itself. Usually I planted a few of them together but this one escaped and stands alone. I like the two-tone color of it.

 


Today I painted rather than drew. It's a dahlia and I like the way it turned out. She doesn't have us paint the background but I like it so I add it. Naturally I touched the wet green paint in a couple places so there's a paint bloom but that's okay.

 

And I decided to try carving a flower stamp on a pink eraser. It's going to take a lot of practice to get good at this carving thing but I need to think of simpler shapes to try. Maybe I'll get some ideas from the drawing book.

 

Just before coming back here to blog I drew another gratitude journal page. I was most grateful for my phone hotspot because my internet dropped an hour and a half into a two-hour Zoom this morning so I was able to boot up my hotspot and get right back into the meeting. I called Spectrum and she helped me get it back up and running but I'm not happy about this. My internet behaved on Friday and Monday and today when it really mattered, it dropped. Grr.

 

I should have taken a walk this afternoon but I didn't think of it and now it's too late. Maybe tomorrow.

--Barbara